Monday, 2 May 2016

A Few Tough Weeks!

Hello Everyone!
  So today it's Monday and well I'm so ready to type up this post as I just need to relieve some stress.
  The above picture doesn't really suite this post but I thought I'd add some niceness to this post as I feel it's going to be a full ramble and a lot of moaning (So apologies in advance but let's get into it!) So for the past couple of weeks it's been a little rough for me, Of course you may know about my mum or at least I've spoke about it a little on my blog. Well she now needs to have an operation which wont happen for the next few months as there's a three to four month waiting list. It's for the best but it's a little worrying, In all fairness I think I'm more worried than my mum but that's just me. I've been suffering with my confidence too for the last couple of weeks as I just feel very insecure about myself and I just feel like I haven't been myself for a long time. Like I tried to change my style to see if that helped but no matter what I wear I just feel so rubbish about myself. I still enjoy my make-up and hair but I feel like I should treat myself to some new bits once I get paid. There was two days this month where I just felt content and that was the two dates I went to the concerts in Leeds and Manchester I just felt so content and I enjoyed myself. I'm honestly not sure why I feel so insecure and I really don't know how to help myself out so if you have any suggestions please let me know! I've also been poorly for the last week or so I think I've got cold but it just hasn't come out on me yet which is so annoying as I hate not being myself but let's hope it gets better in the next week or so I'm so ready to get back to myself- It's so annoying.
I hope you have a nice week!

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