Monday, 21 November 2016

Oh How I Needed A Break!

Hello Everyone!
  So it's Monday evening and I'm going to say this is going to be a massive catch up post so I would definitely recommend getting a hot drink before carrying on with tonight's catch up.
  So my blog is something I like to keep on top of meaning I schedule posts well in advance and I always plan to get around 3 or 4 posts done weekly. Recently I've just lost my blog motivation meaning blogging has been the last thing on my mind- I've had some personal issues which I will address in this post as I said my blog would be somewhere I could always look back on to see where I was at a certain time of the year, Kind of like a journal/diary. I would say I haven't gone onto my blog to write a post for around 3 weeks which just isn't like me but as I said I schedule in advance so I know if I ever need to take some time out I can without worrying about my blog. I feel like I came into a bubble of quantity over quality in some of my posts as I just wanted to make sure I was keeping on top of writing a post, Scheduling it and then cracking on with another post- I just lost the love for blogging as I was pressuring myself to keep on top of my posts but I then wasn't putting enough effort into each post meaning I fell less and less in love with my blog resulting in me giving up on it for a few weeks. The two weeks have been probably the worst time for me as me and Luke came to a halt in our relationship resulting in us not living together now, I'd prefer to keep the details private but us not living together doesn't mean we're not together if anything were both closer and stronger than we've ever been because I feel we appreciate each others company more now and if anything we both just came to a realisation of how much we actually mean to each other as you kind of get used to someone and the spark dies out leaving a relationship dead but I feel we came to the realisation when we should of so most of the time for the past week or so I've been spending time with Luke meaning I blog in the evening before bed and if anything I want nothing more than my warm bed with my Ipad catching up on YouTube so again blogging became a second option for a while. I'm not going to say I'm back on track because right now I'm not but I just want to feel the love again when I finish a post knowing I put my all into it so for now posts will be a little here and there but I'll be back into the swing of things soon enough- I just wanted to do a little catch up.
I hope you have a lovely week!

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